HAPPY NEW YEAR! hehehe, wow, its already 2013, time flies so fast huh. well, its 2013 already, its time to focus because, im going to sit for my N level this year, oh my god. quite nervous and scared. im afraid of not making it for Ns, esp maths :( walao. i feel like giving up. hais. okay, since its 2013, i need a new resolution and a focus mindset.

in terms of relationship, i want me and Han to last, insyallah. i just hope we could understand each other and i wouldnt be so annoying and fussy. i seriously also need to stop being a burden for him, as we both seriously need to focus on our studies. i want Han to understand that i do love him. and i should stop paitao-ing our important dates. what a girlfriend am i right. i really feel bad le. well, i can say he is important in my life rn. <3 hehehe. i am a girlfriend right, then why do i keep hurting him and make him cry? what kind of girlfriend am i. walao. life for us has been shitty lately, i just hope things will get better for us. 2012 has been a good learning journey for us. alhamdulilah, i love you so much baby, <3

well, i just hope my studies will be better, insyallah, and i really need to focus. i cant be focusing on things that is not important. i think, dates can hold up right? sacrifise all this for our future, there's nothing wrong right? well, i hope Han can understand this and allow me to do so. he could still fetch me aft my remidials or study dates w my mates right? okay, thats all for now, i will blog soon, xoxo <3