Hello. I created blog to express my feelings here. So long since I last blog. Forgot my old password, so, had to create a new one. I just wanna let it out. Everything. how i miss being with my 5 bestfriends. just them, the five of us, going out and having fun. we've been thru alot this few months. we have done stupid and fun things together. we went universal studio during the june holidays. its fun bcus we took alot of pictures, had a lot of exciting rides and get wet together. i miss those times. now, idk what has happen to us, where is all those fun and laughters we had, everyone went seperate ways. i just want us to be back together. i looked back at all the pictures we had, when we went out, and all. i kinda want that back. hopefully, during the nov and dec holidays, we are able to spend more time together and go out, just the five of us. maybe to ubin to cycle, to marina bay sands, to town and shop. there are just so many things we can do, just the five of us. i really hope we will be able to stand strong together, forever :')

Okay, next up. Relationships. I miss firstlove. I miss everything we had and his laughters. we just contacted each other for a few days, and something came and ruin it. i really regret having and introducing her to him. i feel like i am the one that shld be blamed. i miss him so much. aft that day, the last we met, i really cried so hard. and if it wasnt bcus of that too, i wouldnt have known so many truths and secrets about our past relationship. i wouldnt know who caused it, and why suddenly he wants to contact me back. i cried almost every night thinking about this. i want us back together, but i know, there is never a hope, not the slightest bit for us, to get back together. i just miss us, on the webcam, at mcd, at town, waterway, i miss all thissss :'( nobody knows and understands the hurt, all they are able to say is just to move on, seriously? do you think its that easy? hais. gotta go. byebye.