HAPPY NEW YEAR! hehehe, wow, its already 2013, time flies so fast huh. well, its 2013 already, its time to focus because, im going to sit for my N level this year, oh my god. quite nervous and scared. im afraid of not making it for Ns, esp maths :( walao. i feel like giving up. hais. okay, since its 2013, i need a new resolution and a focus mindset.

in terms of relationship, i want me and Han to last, insyallah. i just hope we could understand each other and i wouldnt be so annoying and fussy. i seriously also need to stop being a burden for him, as we both seriously need to focus on our studies. i want Han to understand that i do love him. and i should stop paitao-ing our important dates. what a girlfriend am i right. i really feel bad le. well, i can say he is important in my life rn. <3 hehehe. i am a girlfriend right, then why do i keep hurting him and make him cry? what kind of girlfriend am i. walao. life for us has been shitty lately, i just hope things will get better for us. 2012 has been a good learning journey for us. alhamdulilah, i love you so much baby, <3

well, i just hope my studies will be better, insyallah, and i really need to focus. i cant be focusing on things that is not important. i think, dates can hold up right? sacrifise all this for our future, there's nothing wrong right? well, i hope Han can understand this and allow me to do so. he could still fetch me aft my remidials or study dates w my mates right? okay, thats all for now, i will blog soon, xoxo <3

hi, so, im back in blogging. heheh. so, everything in my life is alhamdulilah and i feel happy w everyting around me! people, friends, family, boyfriend, everything. its been a great! ive got into SOOC'13! kinda happy, its gonna be my last camp, i think? haha, not too sure. and im so glad into facil. how can i not be happy? :')

ok, so ystd, 17 Dec, celebrated 10monthsary w love. hehehe. so, our intial plan was to go to the beach and watch the sunset. but sadly, ibu wanted to bring us to town, for lunch. then, in the end, we all went shopping and I went fr a haircut. shopped fr my clothes, hehehe! then, i had my haircut and love accompanied. luckily, adik is there to accompany love and entertain him. and i feel so blessed that my brother and love are able to interact well. and we had coldstone, the ice cream we had was awesome. hehehe! i love it, and i cant believe that ystd was amazing. impromptu but, it was amazing i feel blessed w love's presense in my life. :') thankyou for loving me, and caring for me. may we last till eternity sayang.

i guess, thats all? HAHHA, no idea anymore. otak blank. ok, bye guise, xx